Friday, April 21, 2017

2017 Boston Marathon Recap - No Excuses



The 2017 Boston Marathon weekend was full of fun, excitement, and so much pain but ended up in great joy and this will recap my exciting weekend adventure.  Before I get into that I am beyond blessed for all the support I received from so many people before and after this race.  Running for most of my life was always this solitude thing I did trying to continually hit splits and end up disappointed if I didn’t run to my potential.  To finish my race and have so many people reach out to me I can’t express in words how it made me feel.  I am so lucky to have such an amazing support crew for my running career and I will continue to give back to all of you in any way I can to thank you.

Kelly and I decided many months ago it would be a great idea to bring my daughter Chloe on this adventure to the Boston Marathon so she can meet family along the way!  Welp bringing a 3 month with you on an 8 hour car ride to Boston and all the stuff you need to bring for her is quite overwhelming (Duh!).  Our car was literally packed with stuff, we made many sketchy stops along the way for diaper and outfit changes but we made it!  I arrived in Boston around 2pm on Sunday and it was a million degrees out and I was already stressing a bit.  Still hadn’t gotten my packet, wanted to get in a shake-out run, and still hadn’t checked into hotel.  Ugh, not how I wanted to feel 20 hours out from my race.  Finally got my packet and went for a shakeout run around 4pm(Why?), it was about 85 degrees out and I felt absolutely terrible the entire time.  Awesome, grabbed dinner at an authentic Boston Restaurant, Cheesecake Factory and then got to bed earlyish.

My 2017 Boston at least had me less stressed in the morning since I had done it before, and I had a bunch of teammates all running too which helped so much race morning.  Thom, Chris and I grabbed a Falls Road bus together and off we went.  We got to the village and had a meetup spot which was so helpful for my usual pre-race anxiety.  Having 10 of us hanging around together just talking and joking around kept my mind off the race and kept me focused to the fun of why I do this(Running is fun).  We also got a pretty awesome team photo that I know I’ll love for many years to come.  Finally off we went, Conrad and I linked up and headed to Wave 1 Corral 1.  Which has it perks because the bathroom line was so short, and then we saw some people warming up in a circle and said “Hey let’s do that”.  Jogged around for a bit and then followed Graham’s advice and got in the back of Corral 1 with Conrad and let everyone else cram to the front to get as close to the line as they could.  I finally started feeling relaxed about 5 minutes out and thought maybe this could be my day and then the gun went off.

I’ll start by saying, Yes it was a warm day but you will find no excuses for my performance from the heat in here.  I could have PR’ed today and will not use 74 degrees and no shade as an excuse for blowing up in Newton, there are plenty of reasons I can point to.  As we started off Conrad, Jason and I grouped up and started passing people by the dozens.  I very much forgot how downhill the first couple of miles are, and the pace just felt easy, we settled into 5:45 for the first mile alright cool.  A couple more 5:45’s and Conrad and I were through the 5k in 17:52(same as Chicago in 2015!), I felt much better though.  Our 4th mile ended up dropping to 5:31 and I bid Conrad adieu and started dropping back a bit.  It was warmer out and I was taking in so much fluid, so I tried to focus on that.  Four cups about each aid station, 1 Gatorade, 1 water to drink and 2 to pour on me.  Around 5 miles Wayne Blas my old co-worker pulls up alongside me.  I was like what are you doing back here and he informed me that he was perfectly on pace and what was I doing?  To be quite honest I had no clue, I didn’t have a Marathon Pace anymore I was just running.  So I hopped on with him and we ran 5-10 together coming through 10 in 57:47 or so.  Until I let him go and went back to running my race.

I took my first GU and had about 4 chewable salt tablets by mile 10(so clutch I had these, definitely helped me with cramping), at this point I was just finding packs of runners and leeching on to them which is something I rarely do.  Hopped onto a pack around mile 10 and just stuck to the back of them from 10-12 until we hit the Co-ed’s at Wellesley.  I decided it was time to ditch my hat, I hate wearing a hat, and so I tossed it up to the young co-eds and let them fight for the honor of catching it.  (Editor’s note: No one caught it and they were most likely completely grossed out by it).  So much energy here and I rolled through the half in 1:16 (which if you asked me before the race that would have been perfect, but why did it feel terrible.  Oh because I ran a bunch of 5:45’s for the first 5 miles then a bunch of 6’s for the next 8 and still haven’t settled into a pace.  I was quite woke, but alas onward I went knowing the last of my downhill miles were in front of me.

Around 14 my usual left hamstring tendonitis started acting up and I started cramping up.  No big deal I have these salt tablets for the cramping, oops dropped those on the ground, and I have this Advil I brought with me on the run for my hamstring.  Oh wait that was in the pocket in my hat I threw to the girls.  FML.  I had one burst of energy as we rolled downhill around 15 but for the most part miles 14-20 I was in the darkest of places.  The first Newton hill decimated me and I reacted with nothing as runners gearing up for this part of the race just destroyed me.  My splits kept creeping higher and higher, my hamstring was torn up.  It was Chicago all over again.  As I reached 20 I had mentally thrown in the towel, I came across at 2:00:02, 2 seconds slower than Chicago and I still had to crest Heartbreak Hill.  I was done, 2:45 would be a miracle at this point I thought.  My 21st mile was 6:48 and as I hit Brookline I thought of what I would tell people and what excuses I would use.  Hamstring was hurt, it was hot, and training went poorly.  Then all of a sudden the narrative changed.

We have all been there staring at a friend’s Marathon splits seeing them consistently stay even paced or even get faster dreading the moment that they hit the wall and their splits go up 20-30 seconds for the next 5k.  We know that usually at that point there is no coming back from that.  Rarely does someone have a bad 1-2 5k’s in a row and turn it around and with the mental state I was in on Monday I doubted I would buck the trend.  But in Brookline it all changed, I saw this pretty hilarious sign and got a pretty loud cheer as I passed through a group of Boston College kids and then in that moment I took my hands and tried to get the crowd to make some noise.  “Are you not entertained?”, I wish I shouted.  And instantly they all reacted to me and I felt a surge of energy.  I started dropping my pace from 6:40 down to 6:20, and then to sub 6:00.  Every time I felt down or about to let up I either did the Hulk Hogan hand to the ear or raised the roof and got tons of energy back.  I was doing what you were always told, use the crowd’s energy to get you to the finish line and it was working. Miles 16-21 were all 6:20 and above while miles 22-26 were all 6:20 and under with a sub 6 in there.  I had changed the Chicago narrative, instead of giving up and quitting and throwing in the towel I turned it around.  My second ever sub 2:40 marathon was within grasp, maybe even a sub 2:39.  I was passing people left and right from mile 21 on, no one passed me (first time ever) and I must have caught 50-70 people.  As I turned onto Boylston I was tired but I was so proud of myself.  I kept raising the roof and getting people to cheer.  I had entered the darkest of places, had given up but then I didn’t quit.  I think a lot of that toughness came from JFK and HAT.  Two days when I have suffered like never before but never quit once.  I crossed the line in 2:39:18 and watched as several runners who I have never beaten before come in after me.  I missed my pre-race goal Sub 2:37:53 and Top 150 but when I found out I was 171st place overall I knew that I had run tough on a day when lots of people suffered.  2:39 normally barely cracks top 500.

Splits (pace per mile) for the day
5k – 5:46
10k – 5:45
15k – 5:53
20k – 6:02
25k – 6:05
30k – 6:21
35k – 6:32
40k – 6:10

It’s a very different post-race recap I am writing today if I continued to let my pace climb upwards after 35k.

As I said earlier, I don’t blame the heat or my hamstring or any of that for not running a PR in Boston.  I wrote that I felt a little unprepared and I meant it and the reason I said it was because I did no Marathon Specific pace work. 


That Strava link is the perfect example of someone who never was able to get comfortable into a pace.  The entire day I just ran what I thought was comfortable at the time having no idea how long I could hold it, I didn’t care I was just running.  Specificity is preached as key for Marathons and looking back I know I could have used some on this day.  That said I am proud of myself and more than that I am proud of my Falls Road Teammates.  We had good and bad days all over the place but every single person was a champion and crossed the Boston Marathon finish line.  Some people suffered a lot, but so many teammates were out there looking out for each other.  Offering words of encouragement, and trying to get others to run with them or just making sure they were ok.  That is why in the end Falls Road Racing Team is more than a team but a family.  And while we were all running in Boston hundreds of our friends/family were home giving us time out of their lives to support us by watching our dots go across a map or writing encouraging messages to us on social media or via text.  I no longer ever feel like I am doing this running thing alone, and on top of that I had my sister, wife, mom and my baby girl all greet me at the finish line.  Despite not being able to really stand, there was no better feeling then holding my daughter after finishing the Boston Marathon.  She will remember none of this but I will never forget. 

Below as always are some fun pictures of my journey, I hope you enjoyed.




Tuesday, April 11, 2017

My 2017 and Some Pre-Boston Thoughts



My 2017 started off amazing, I now have a new member of my family my amazing beautiful daughter Chloe Anne Klastava and she is my world. I'm a Dad!  Being beat down and injured post JFK it became easy to shift my focus on her but finally in early January I decided to get some help in the form of Physical Therapy for my left hip issue.  As I’ve written about in great length it was the best decision I made to get my 2017 going in the right direction. Before I began PT in mid-January I was ready to toss in the towel for Boston, heck I was 14 weeks out, couldn’t run without significant pain, was doing almost no mileage and I had no way out of this vicious cycle.  But something clicked, PT was fun and my Physical Therapist Stacie was super helpful and engaging and gave me so many amazing ways to strengthen my glutes and get rid of the pain.   It was a slow struggle back, the rest of my January consisted of light mileage and no workouts and I didn’t really start getting in any consistent weeks until Mid-February.  But then something clicked, I started getting in some quality long runs with a good group of Falls Road teammates, I started getting in some workouts and I had a solid Club Challenge 10 Miler.  In March I got in some solid workouts leading up to Shamrock 5k and ran my 2nd best 5k ever and then took on the toughest race I have ever run, HAT 50k.

In previous years I always targeted a half marathon 4 weeks away from a Marathon, well this year I did the opposite and targeted a 50k (31 miles) as my race 4 weeks out thinking the longer distance and time on my feet would be helpful.  HAT was tough, hilly, and full of technical trails on a hot day.  I ran 1 solid loop and was in the hurt box for the entire second 13.5 mile loop.  But alas that is Ultra running, you vs yourself going to the darkest places you thought were only made up.  I still feel like a champ for winning the battle against my mind that day and managed to finish 3rd overall.  And then we were on the home stretch only my body was broke down.  Since HAT I’ve basically just done a bunch of easy runs and a long run or two but almost nothing hard.  I’ve basically aired on the side of utmost caution because of how I broke myself down leading up to JFK and here we are 6 days away from the race.

I get asked everyday how I am feeling, how is my training going into Boston and it’s weird I don’t know how to explain it.  I basically respond with "It’s a mixed bag" because this cycle has been unlike any I have ever had.  I spent 4-5 weeks of it getting healthy so I could manage a full workload.  I then found my fitness from last year pretty quickly and put together some good races and then I did HAT and it broke me a little.  I’ve hit none of my key workouts, I haven’t done a ton of workouts in general and I’ve done no Marathon Pace work,  but I have rocked 5 20+ mile long runs and got in some consistent weeks in the middle.   Three years ago if you would have asked me how I felt after that type of training cycle I would have told you I am going to bomb this race, but that’s not me anymore.  I have this aura of positivity around me that I keep trying to push on others, because I believe it to be the key to some of my success.  I also acknowledge that I am here 15 weeks later with 6 days to race, I have done the work that I could fit in and now there is nothing left but to leave it all out there.  I don’t want my mental mind to convince me I can’t achieve a goal I set.  I am going to achieve my goal or close to it on Marathon Monday or I am going to go down in flames and reach a new level of suffering.  But I will believe in myself, I believe that I did all I could this training cycle and for once in my life I trained smart and was careful instead of continuing to push that line we all struggle with as runners.  And hopefully come Monday that will be the difference.

I guess my last bit of advice for anyone who made it this far is to just believe in yourself and your training.  You have done the work for many weeks, don’t compare yourself to previous versions of yourself and convince yourself you are not capable of meeting the goals you set.  Past Nick Klastava was a very different person full of many faults and insecurities that I have navigated past.  I don’t care what I ran in a half in 2014 leading up to Boston, I care about all the training I have done the past 3 years and all the work I have done this year to put the best version of myself on the line on 17 April.  Marathon Monday is a special day, most of us experience crowds and an atmosphere we are never used to.  Special things happen that day, so don’t doubt yourself now.  Get to the line with confidence and see what happens and then post-race you can come back and evaluate what went wrong/right.  That’s what I will do.

Lastly, I love this quote from Jenny Simpson and it’s going to be my mantra on Marathon Monday “Sometimes being in a dark place is part of navigating those troubled waters.  When you come out on the other side, you just know more about yourself and you know more about what you’re capable of.”









Saturday, December 24, 2016

2016 - The Year in Review

With only a week or so left in 2016, this year will probably go down as one of the best years of my life.  When I think back on everything that happened and all I accomplished in running and in the rest of my life it was really an amazing year.  For starters, I am having a daughter, that single accomplishment alone makes this year so amazing but so much more happened.  I ran PR’s, I went on trips with friends and family, when on a few running related trips, rocked another Man Weekend, broke some bones, won a Soccer Championship, finally took the step to improve my mental health and have begun therapy (one of the best decisions of my life), saw several friends get married, and was fortunate enough to have some of the best friends as a part of my life.  When I think back it’s just been an amazing journey this year and I can’t wait to reflect back and see if 2017 can top it.

When I think back to my running year I think the best way to break it down is into 3 separate seasons.  I had my Pittsburgh Half season from Jan – May, then I had my summer of “I’m up for anything” cue Bud Light commercial from May until September, and then I finished the year from September to November with my JFK season.  So much happened throughout this year that it will be impossible to reflect on it all.  I raced 34 different times, ran over 2800 miles and always felt like my fitness was always there when I needed it.  Several weekends I even ran races in back to back days, something I’d never thought of doing in previous years.  I PR’ed from the mile to 50 mile this year (post college), and won some prize money for the first time in my life.  I experienced life in so many different ways taking on challenges I never thought I could.  And enjoyed so many wonderful moments with friends along this running journey.  Trips to LA, San Diego, Pittsburgh, and even a fun journey out to Boonsboro, MD.  I think the best way to reflect back on the year is just hit on some of the highlights of each season.

 Let’s start from the beginning of the year because it sets the stage for the end quite nicely.  I started off 2016 hitting the trails several times, including a time early in January where I could barely run 8:00 minute pace as I was getting dropped at Greenbelt, and followed that up running at Patapsco for the Matchbox 20k (The best race in Honor of Rob Thomas and Co in the World).  Funny as I ran on the trails of Patapsco I remember talking through two conversations.  The first was how I hate trails, I’ll never do a trail race and secondly a lengthy discussion about racing too much and how I remember saying anything over 20 races a year I’ll never do as you are harming your chances at success.  Hmm.  During these 5 months I ran 11 Races of varying distances, but the race I remember the most would be Tim Kennard 10 miler.  Really one of my best races of the year where I ran sub 55 minutes for 10 miles, got second and set the stage for this entire year confidence wise.  It was also an amazing trip put together by one of the best running families you will ever meet “The Peck’s”, who are always a so supportive.  I also went over the Bay Bridge for the first time ever!  This cycle also including an amazing group runventure to LA to be a part of the Olympic Trials and support our boy Andy Weaver and watch some friends run the LA Marathon(a must do), but really just a really fun trip with a bunch of friends.  We stayed in the wrong part of town, LA #3 I think, went on a 12 mile hike to the Hollywood sign where we all thought it would never end, and watched many professional athletes run for their chance to make the Olympics.  A trip I’ll never forget. Also a quick half in DC (545) with Conrad was quite a fun day!  I end off phase 1 of my year with a trip with several friends to Pittsburgh for the Pittsburgh Half.  Another great race you should add to your list although I did not run the time I wanted I PR’ed and was happy nonetheless.  I also learned an important lesson to not get carried away when your fitness goes well, stick to your goals you set in the beginning.  Onward!

Phase 2 began a couple weeks after Pittsburgh and consisted of 10 races mostly in the 5k to 10 mile variety.  It began with my first trail race a 5 mile mud filled adventure at Gunpowder on a weekend where I raced Saturday, attended an epic Bachelor party that evening and rolled out the next day for a 5 mile race.  That ended up more or less being the theme of my summer, I’m up for whatever.  After a good run at McVet’s I was convinced by Pete Mulligan, who became a huge part of my year in supporting me from the Falls Road Running Store to just everyday training and even at races, to do Baltimore 10 miler.  That race and the Bel Air Town Run I managed to race over the same weekend and got 3rd in both, and was amazed at how well I recovered from day to day.  The summer also included a couple teammates and I joining a Social Soccer League, and despite all odds becoming champions!  All of us of course getting injured in some form or another along the way, but Das Boot will be ours forever (FUPA FC!).  I finished this phase off with my first Ultra Race down in Rosaryville.  One of the main reasons I did this race was spectating for some friends at HAT run and just falling in love with the atmosphere of ultra-running.  Everyone was so friendly, supportive and just hung out afterwards for hours eating and enjoying their accomplishments.  I knew I wanted to try this and set this race as a new challenge.  I ended up loving my first 50k, and had the luxury of having Mike Mashner run the first half with me reminding me to eat (could have used you at JFK!), stay hydrated and keep things under control and having Meg McNew give great support the whole time.  A fun end to a summer of whatever.  I learned the valuable lesson of if your toes seem broken, they probably are broken don’t “Bryn it up”.

Phase 3 begun with me taking the plunge and signing up for my first 50 miler, despite advice from friends suggesting maybe I should get some more ultras under my belt (in retrospect probably solid advice).  Phase 3 had me racing 11 times starting out with some shorter stuff and then moving into the longer variety.  An amazing adventure of 15 weeks or so of buildup towards JFK had me putting in some serious miles.  I raced and won my only ever RM Classic and now Ryan McGrath will have to live his life forever attached to me!  However I think the best memory from this training cycle was the Baltimore Marathon Relay, where I ran the entire thing with my relay team.  But having a year where I met so many different runners through so many ways, it was amazing to see them all out on the course.  Either running or cheering it really brought this whole running community together for me in a way I’ve never experienced before.  I also ran probably the race of my life getting 4th at the Atlantic City Marathon in a new shiny PR, which was totally unexpected.  Additionally, I had the best time working at the Baltimore Marathon Expo for the Falls Road Running Store where I got to see so many friends and experience working with something I am truly passionate about.  I’ve gone into great detail about my JFK 50 miler, but ended my year off with that race and it puts no damper on how amazing 2016 was.  I learned a valuable lesson of take in more calories in a 50 mile race you idiot!  It all ended with a special somewhat nice speech from RM (proceeded by 1 hour of roasting me mercilessly) being named MVP for the year for our running group.  Which was a really nice ending.

There are way too many people for me to be thankful for in 2016 for being a part of my journey and helping me accomplish what I have done.  For starters the Falls Road Running Store has been such a huge part of my life for everything they do from giving back to the running community, to helping me with my career (Seriously shop there, you will not be disappointed).  I am so lucky to have a store that supports the community and me like they do.  My Falls Road teammates have been nothing but amazing this year.  They are some of my best friends on and off the roads, and they support me like no other.  The reason I continue to be as passionate about running and it is as large of a part of my life is thanks to this amazing group of people who make everything so much fun(See Chug & Run Relay).  My family is so wonderful for everything they do for me with running and I would be lost without that support system in my life.  Of course my amazing wife Kelly who puts up with my addiction to racing and going out almost every weekend to run a race or run for hours on end.  There are not many wives in the world who would put up with me, but you are amazing! (By not many wives I mean 0 other ones, I mean most people can barely put up with me for several hours in an evening).  Lastly just the Maryland Running community, you all make running so awesome in this state.  When I quit running back in 2002, I never thought I’d come back but here I am but with a new perspective.   I want to run fast obviously but I love everything I see people doing to keep running going strong in our community.  There are so many clubs and teams across the state that do so much to make running available for all of us.  Everything all us runners are able to do is from the hard work of everyone to make running so special to us.

The most important lesson I learned in 2016 that will stick with me forever is to just enjoy everything about running.  Enjoy every run, enjoy the time spent with friends or teammates together doing runs.  Enjoy the races, enjoy the people you meet and the hard work that goes into everything.  Enjoy all the friends you made from running and realize they are a part of your life.  I think the hardest perspective for me to learn coming from being a college competitive runner in the early 2000’s racing a clock and living and dying on the results to now is to care about the people you meet along this journey.  And to just enjoy the journey.  There is always another race, but to share memories and fun with friends will always be a priceless thing you might regret one day.

Here’s to an amazing 2017 for everyone!